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This is My Suicide Note

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HappyI am flying There are no worries here Its peaceful without the noise of people Just white static sound All my feelings are numbed And I can't feel any pain I've tried for my curiosity abounds I float around Looking at the dark blankness And nothing can touch me here I never want to leave this place Even though I know I must For I have people who care for me But for now I can use my imagination And pretend that I'll be here forever Because For once I am happy Happy
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Modern-Day DamselI sit here alone Again by myself Sadness eats at my heart I'm stuck at the crossroads My feet frozen in place The way ahead is dark I long for someone To stand by my side With flame for my darkness To help me along I'm a princess with no prince A modern-day damsel in distress Still cleaning the castle Or asleep in the case There's noone to slay
The dragon that guards I'll have to do it myself But I don't know if I can I need a hero Who'll help me stand But noone is coming And I know only dread So I find myself a Modern-Day Damsel
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This is My Suicide Note
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My DecisionSlowly dying inside Not knowing how to stop I fear seeing you each day Knowing that it kills me a little Everytime But I hate not being with you Even if its just as friends I'm trying to hide it Because it would hurt you And I want you to be happy You deserve so much better Than anything I could ever give you I wish you didn't see it I'm hoping that you don't But I feel like I'm a piece of glass And you can see right through my facade Your life is so much more than mine With all your hopes and dreams I'd rather distroy myself Than My Decision
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Mon Jul 6, 2009, 2:53 PM

Welp, its been awhile since I wrote a journal and it was really depressing. But I come back with happier, exciting new. Something most people wouldn't believe me about. But, never-the-less, it IS true. I'm pregnant and getting married. Crazy, huh?

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Current Residence: In a house made of words
deviantWEAR sizing preference: One that fits
Interests: Reading, writing, playing in the rain, sitting on the beach at night... Many, many things.
Favourite movie: The Underworld Trilogy
Favourite band or musician: Papa Roach
Favourite genre of music: Hard rock
Favourite artist: Katey Meaders
Favourite poet or writer: Laurell K hamilton
Favourite photographer: Adam Peterson
Favourite style of art: Uhhhhhhhh
MP3 player of choice: I don't have one.......
Shell of choice: Teenaged Mutant Ninja Turtles (they whip the Justice League's butt!)
Wallpaper of choice: Black
Skin of choice: I'm a little attached to mine
Favourite game: Pernworld
Favourite gaming platform: PS2.....when I play anyway
Favourite cartoon character: Shippo
Personal Quote: "Doesn't expecting the unexpected make the unexpected the expected?"
Tools of the Trade: Paper, pencils, food, drink