Damn, its been almost an entire year since I last updated my journal... I ended up having BEAUTIFUL twin daughters, Michaela and Adryanne. Things were really rough for me last year, but this year is looking up and things are getting better. I've started hanging out with friends I hadn't seen in years, and I met a few cool new people. I haven't written anything in awhile, but I'm starting to feel the urge, fingers itching for a pencil and paper. (its partly your fault, Jordan, but thank you anyway) I've finally got hope back, it just took awhile or got lost in the mail.